If i hinder the light that deams through me I will explode shattering into thousand pieces before your eyes A market scene, a tragedy And whilst you scrape me off your porch You’d find writings, The untold secrets never revealed Like how I breath under water Like how I swallowed my thoughts over years Like why my soul never matched another a puzzle I’d leave behind But the light that shone through painful darkness The one that fought the tears rolling down my cheekbones It will stay within me for eternity I finally found a force that keeps it fostered Until Holly matrimony That force is SELF LOVE