Creative Lab – Where My Pictures Come to Life
To The Queen Card
Every piece bows in time
It’s when they know how many deaths she’s died
to rise, to rule, the grand design.
The Queen card, laced in Grace..
a walking empath, a mother, a lover by fate
Tell me, which Queen do you wish to serve?
For in that, you step closer
To a fate you’ll find deserved
I might have to Google love,
To learn what it could mean,
I might have to take a pause,
To check my heart still gleams
I might have to soar alone,
To guard what I hold within,
I might have just become
the love I so deeply need
Whether my rollercoaster be your smooth ride.
Whether…
My rollercoaster be your deepest dive.
What is…
My rollercoaster is mine
Mine alone to ride.
The quicker I learn from the tide
The sooner I find:
I’m not tied
What once caused me to frown
Is now my merry-go-round
If you ever learned
how it feels to be dead and still walking
To drift through days as a ghost,
Cause no once knocking
Wearing a heart that no longer beats nimbly,
Cause no one’s coming
Its rhythm lost to a symphony of sorrow,
Like your black coffee
But somewhere, deep in this muted core,
A seed remains, stubborn and small,
Whispering hope to the void in your lungs
That even dead things can still rise
and bloom once more.
Sometimes you wonder what people think,
But their opinions won’t buy a thing
You wonder at times what they might say,
But if you knew would you sway?
Sometimes you wonder where life will lead,
But the journey itself is all you need.
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Then why is left right, and right left,
A dance of opposites, a cosmic jest?
Why is yin yang, and yang yin,
A circle eternal, where all begins?
Why is black white, and white black,
Shadows and light on the same track?
They search for me in places begotten,
Paths long traveled, yet truths forgotten.
Where do you go when you seek the truth?
Beyond the mirror, beyond your youth?
This hollow numbness fills the air,
A penetrating scream, too much to bear.
The world hums out for love’s light
All I can do is craft mine
I hear love rise when we all try…
I wanted you to taste my love, so we meet,
But you chose the shortcut, quick and discreet.
The spark from down under, a fiery lust,
While I offered more than mere wanderlust.
I gave what you couldn’t yet fathom to take,
Out of impatience, a gift, though my heart did ache.
Did I practice grace, or was grace meant for you?
Hoping virtues would come when the Spirit withdrew?
Perhaps, when I least expect, with quiet devotion,
The keeper will come for a rare love potion.
I see it coming, no more cries,
By now I don’t flinch, no wide eyes.
Goodbye, goodbye,
Hello, hello,
Goodbye, goodbye,
Again, it’s so.
Two, is the Nr. years
lost in the shadow’s mark,
Wondering how to fix things back
Two, is the Nr. Degrees hotter,
I proceeded to spark.
So now, I don’t flinch or lose control,
When it takes its toll,
When it’s time to go,
I’ll be home,
In my heart.
In my zone, where I restart.
You think seeking validation is wrong,
Until you realize none comes along from not.
You think craving attention is a crime,
Until you found yourself behind in time.
You think speaking out would do you harm,
Until your silence sets off someone’s wrath