Building Rom Vol.114

Illusion of peace

Do you like the victim card so,

That you bow beneath the weight of the weak?

Do you fear the strength you hold,

Afraid of what they’d do if you reign indeed?

Do you grow bored with victory’s gleam,

So you lay my neck down in a silent dream,

To bear the unspeakable, quiet and cold,

Trading power for stories untold?

Oh how your shadow echos – Go

But you fear to loose the illusion of peace

Building Rom Vol. 111

We are more than enough

First we’ll be more than friends,

Then more than lovers, no end.

Living life in the “more than” way,

I want it all, more than words weigh

More than sex, 

more than trust,

More than just the two of us.

More than me, more than you,

Why? We leave a “more than” life.

A trail of more than, bold and bright,

Where hearts and souls take flight…✈️

Building Rom Vol 108

Dead Love Love never dies

We used to be obsessed with love

But love began so tiresome, we refuse

We’ve been bruised, so we choose to lose

Locked door, barriers up, refuse the muse

Everyone new will feel the news 

That we’ve been used 

For what the last one did was cold like brew

We used to be obsessed with love so deep,

so keen, now it’s buried where we keep

Love on the backend of things, out of sight

Dimmee goes the light.

Sexy times but  

Loves not right  

Did love die?

No, I’ve arrived

Building Rom Vol.107

Long live the queen

I’ll never forget Ota’s words:  

“Swallow the poison, Ireign.”

I’ve been spitting it up ever since,  

regurgitating 

Sifting through the bitterness,  

Cherry-picking pieces that don’t sting as much,  

even the valley of death has more allure.  

I don’t remember many days clearly,  

Yet that one remains vivid

The day I stumbled straight into the snare.  

Here I am, replaying the massacre,  

Trying to untangle the chaos,  

A chaos sent not to be untangled. 

‘Then at least let me send it back to sender’ 

Again, Ota’s voice echoes,  

“Swallow the poison, Ireign.”

Building Rom Vol.106

Have Grace

And so I dove deeper, into the core

to where it all began.  

That bunkbed, dust heavy

 Next to the sheep’s 

And there I lay,  

the odd one out,  

an open wound to stray bullets,  

to silence louder than rejection.  

They say it’s lonely at the top

But I know it was lonely at the bottom too.